my 28th birthday

just saw this PONDS commercial where in ung girl ng celebrate ng kanyang 28th bday and PONDS commercial is suggesting her to use ANTI AGING!! good luck ganun na ba katanda ang bata pa ngayon??? parang di ko pa din matanggap na need ko na gumamait ng anti-aging!!! HELLOOWW!! by the way never got the chance to post this even on facebook... cause my LOLA PACING died the day after my birthday kaya lumipad na kami papuntang marinduque agad-agad.. this is to thank my NANAY Thelma SAdiwa and my HUBBY fernando Divinagracia Jr.. sa effort nila dalawa.. im so thankful kasi sila ang punong abala nung bday ko! hehehe c MADAM (NANAY) nagluto lahat ng putahe at si hubby ngprovide ng gustong gusto ko na chocolate cake! hehehe kaya pala napakalungkot ng bday ko na un!! delivery cake un from goldilocks 799 ata un cake na yun! so moving on! just really want to thank them....

married life

buti na lang my nagmamahal sakin isang tao.... si nikko!! mamahalin pa kaya nya ko paglaki nya?? panu kaya kung si athe ang nakatuluyan ko? ganto kaya ako kalungkot ngayon... matagal-tagal na din ata ako last na tumawa!... di ko na matandaan.. ganun na katagal.. magsisisi ba ang puso ko? o nabobored lang ako masyado sa buhay ko? dami kasi ako pinalipas na magkakataon... pero kung nagkataon ala naman akong isang napakagwapong anak ngayon... buhay!! i feel like wala na kong silbi... as a person.. wife... mother... friend.. sister.... a woman!!q na abuso ko naman ang luha ko i remember the last time i cried so hard nung pinapalo pa ko nung elementary didn't expect na ganto ulit ako iiyak pag nag-asawa na ko!

lost

miss my lola Paciencia Saguid Sadiwa already!!! she died last jluy 10 2010 a day after my birthday (july 9 2010) she's one of the reason kaya ako umuuwi ng marinduque, i dont know if there will be any drive for me umuwe.... iloveu lola... say my love to tatay (died july8 1985) so talagang magkakadikit kami ng celebration of life....

an angel called to heaven...

a young angel in everybody's heart Jacobi Causon!! c u there!!

Leisure slimming coffee review

I started dringking this coffee when i saw my cousin looks like 50 kilos eh last time i saw her she was 61 kilos... so i ask my ate weng (cousin) kung bakit pumapayat si ate glenda (cousin) sabi nya nga ate glenda is dringking this KAPE sa totoo lang di talaga ako naniniwala sa mga weight loss oral chuva na yan... mas naniniwala kasi ako na nasa sayo pa din kung gusto mong pumayat magdidiet at exercise ka... but in my situation ngaun just gave birth 2 years ago to my son Constantine Divinagracia mukang nagmamalfunction na ang akin metabolism... i dont feel losing weight anymore kahit ata 5 days akong mag after 6.. its impossible for me na talaga! i feel so hopeless till i'm convinced to give it a try ... and ito na nga i drink it and BONGGA!!! effective nga

december 2009



the Leisure 18 Slimming Coffee



Feb 2010


march 2010

from 60 kilos down to 50 kilos... and all of them notice it ... INCREDIBLE.. hehehe!! so lots of them are now asking me why i loss weight i told them its because of this coffee.. i consulted my husband and approach him a proposal bout selling this slimming coffee he beg to disagree so i sacrifice my monthly budget and offer it to some of my closest friends and HOLA got 6 boxes of orders already .. and so on.. the rest is history and till now were still selling lots and lots of boxes.. the reason why i do this is really not to earn money but to share to the world why i loss weight... I've tested it and its very effective...its not BFAD approve so just like what I've read on my co-blogger bout this coffee buy at your own risk!! thanks peeps!!

male mumps

first day fernando divinagracia jr. my loves and my only one is suffering from mumps and were here again sa paranaque doctors hospital.. grave para kaming nagbabakasyon dito after ng kay nikko ang daddy naman nya... 2 weeks na kami nakakalabas ng hospital and we thought matibay resistensya ni fhern at di sya nahawa sa amin ng BEKE (me and nikko had mumps nahawa sakin baby ko) pero sad to say he already had today.. im wondering bakit sobrang taas ng fever niya at di bumababa.... nakakaawa talaga ang itsura lalo na ngayon fully blown out na ang mumps nya... ako as wife walang tigil sa kakapuanas sa kanya, yelo na nga ginahamit ko eh... after mawala lagnat nya yayayain ko na siya umuwe mas madaming sakit kasi dito sa hospital... puro oral lang naman ang ginagamot sa kanya wala namang sinasaksak na anti-biotic sa kanya (advantage pa rin namin as in-patient ung free medicine courtesy of medicard and philhealth) hopefully bukas wala na ang beke nya!~

grateful to all PDH people

This is for my son's pedia Dra. Ana Maria Baluyot of paranaque doctors hospital im so grateful to her for all she done to my nikko.. She is very delight and enthusiastic woman of high morale and character... Nikko is almost 2 years old on june 25. after his last confinement cause of UTI he was again diagnosed with Typhoid fever we were devastated again for the second time... but thats life every parents experience what we are going tru today. its a seven days treatment of antibiotic (extenda) that cost almost 1500 pesos and he needs to have that 2x a day... aside from us being so worried were happy for the service Paraneques Doctors Hospital shows us.. the nurses are friendly like Ms Gina (picture above ) and Kuya Fred (picture left) and almost all 5th floor Nurses KUDOS peepz... You all let us feel at home ... thanks again! As of today he's doing fine and so healthy!

celebRAl palsy

i dont know what to react sa fren ko when i found out na yung baby girl nya had celebral palsy im so devastated kasi for ten years now where really are like sisters and alam kong mahal na mahal namin ang isa't-isa.. sa kalagayan pa nya ngayon na nasa malayong probinsya ng bataan with no enough income para sustentuhan lahat ng needs ng baby nya.. eh tlgang nakakalungkot... sabay sabay kami nangarap ng mga "pangarap" namin sa mga anak namin.. but still she ask my support so hindi awa ang kailangan nya... FINANCIAL kailangan nyang madala sa pediatric developmentalist ang anak nya ... and di pa ganung kalakas dumede ang baby nya sa age na 8 months 3 to 4 onunce lang sa magdamag ang nauubos nya... ang till now slow talaga ang paglaki kasi la pa din teeth at cerelac pa din pinapakain nya .. nabubulunan daw pag solid food gaya ng kalabasa...heres jhengs baby gurl crying... i hava a 2 years old son din like jheng also... (her eldest is kram turning 2 this october) so dont worry jhneg kami lahat ng mga kaibigan mo will do everything for your baby... more upadates on jheng baby gurl development..

My wonderful husband

im so thankful kasi alam ko di ako ngkamali ng taong pinakasalan Fernando Divinagracia JR im so proud of him for taking care of me and nikko all the way... kahit sacrifice na nya ang kanyang work basta maalagaan lang kami.. which leave us no choice kasi wala talagang mgaalaga sa min... heheheh ;'

this is me my beke... im so sick na nahawaan ko anak ko.. im so sad.. di ako makakakain n aninigas kasi ung beke ko.. im here sa paranaque doctors hospital again for the second time this year... nahawaan ko kasi anak ko.. and he is so sick.. dito na din ako ngpacheck up pinalitan ng doctor ung gamot ko ng amoxiclav (augmentin) ... 71 pesos ang isa... hopefully gumaling na ko..
im so proud din sa family ko .... ka Arnold Sadiwa, Ronina Sadiwa Richard Sadiwa kay ate belen... sa mga pamangkin ko na sila Aleck Allen and KC carla and David!!

beke

im suffering from beke (mumps) 2 days now... and sobrang masakit... i cant move i cant eat.. (not that i lost my apetite)) d ko lng maibuka ang bibig ko... and lalo lumalaki.. my doctor from taguig doctors hospital told me that my ears are swollen and its mumps nga.. its viral so wala tlgang gamot dito.. kusa ang regression nya.. meaning isolated dapat ang merun nito...eh dito sa min deadma lang ang beke kaya wala sila care.. i didnt put ung blue na tina kasi di rin daw ito ang sagot sabi ng doctor...im dringking cloxacillin.. may pang patak sa tenga pero di ko na binili it cost me 504 pesos 28 pieces.. every 7 hours taz 7 days ko iinumin... pito-pito ba to?? hehehe!! so as for the second day wala akong nakikitang improvement.. hay pag di pa to umimpis in the next 3 days papacheck up ko to ulit.. sa paranaque doctors na ... hay!!

nikkos hospitalization

its nikkos second time na maconfine and this time is tlgang mabigat sa dibdib prang ayaw ko na magpakita sa mga tao... i blame myself kc naging pabaya ata akong ina dahil nagkasakit siya.. though i admit na maybe somehow medyo hindi rin ako naging ganun kabuting ina... but i tried.. god knows how hard i tried na mapalaki ng maayos ang anak ko.. only god can blame me... di madaling maging isang ina.. lat monday may 3 2010 nahulog si nikko sa sofa in my kuya's house medyo malakas ang narinig naming untog nya ...narinig kasi busy ako nun kakainternet... nilagyan agad namin ng yelo ang ulo nya and sabi ni nanay wag daw muna namin syang patutulugin ... so kinabukasan paggising nya nung umaga dahilan n din ng sobrang init ng panahon nghanap agad sya ng tubig.. so tinatawag nya si nanay para "inom" di sya nilapitan kaya lumabas sya at tumayo n ko pra bigyan sya ng tubig but after nun sumuka n sya ng sumuka... alang tigil starts at 1030am gang 1130am nung sumirit na yung pwet na sa pagtae ngdecide na kami na itakbo sya ng paranaque doctors hospital (medicard accredited and nearest big hospital sa min) mas malapit ang taguig doctors pero di kasi sila kumpleto ng gamot nung mahospitalized si nikko dun last jan 2009 bumubuli pa sa botika ang asawa ko ng mga gamot.. nakagastos kami ng 2k na dapat shouldered na ng medicard at philhealth .. di kagaya dito sa paranaque doctors na wala k ng aasikasuhin kundi ang pasyente mo... so naconfine kami sa suite 417 and covered lng ng medicard is private room na 1500.. tong room namin ngayon is 1800 wala kasing bakante my 48 hours na pwede kami mgstay sa room na to.. pero beyond that kami n mgbabayad ng 300 pesos na excess... ok lang my telephone , my ref , tv (cable) sofa and sariling CR...the only thing na ayaw ko dito is hindi safe ang pagtawid mo walang pedestrian.. nakikiapgpatentero ka s mga sasakyan na 4 way!! hay!but i like there food (watcher food) ang mga nurse mababait ,... ang mga doctor accomodating feel n feel mong asa mamahaling hospital ka... unlike pag asa public parang malaking utang na loob mo pa sa mga health center staff ang lahat ng gagawin nila sayo... (di ko nilalahat) but mostly and i know majority will agree... sa public kasi ako nanganak sa fabella and alam kong masusungit ang karamihan ng Staff nila... so going back sa paranaque doctors its our last day today .. mamimiss ko nikko's pedia mrs. Baluyot... parang apong tagapag mana ang trato nya kay nikko... i feel like her daughter...she even called us from time to time para kumustahin at upadate kami sa mga improvement ni nikko.. hay masaya ako kasi magaling na anak ko .. nikko nga pla even gone CT scan dahil sa pagkakauntog nya.. imagine if wala kaming medicard its 10k 0r 8k... thank god its negative.. hay ang init na naman sa labas... our running bill is 26k almost! for 3 dyas na!